Bi-Polar Disorder
What is it really?
When viewed in a classical way BPD is defined like this:
BiPolar definition
I’m of the opinion, after being around someone with undiagnosed BPD, that it is not a disorder as much as it is a natural state of the human system.
The difference that sets diagnosed BPD from undiagnosed has more to do with frequencies, both time based and mechanistly based frequencies.
Here I must speak in layman’s terms, as that is what I am. When I view my Mother-in-Law going through her yearly cycle from manic depression to
manic euphoria, I’m seeing the end result or projection of the woman we call “mom”. Since I’m viewing her based on my own frequency, I see
something different than when I view my wife or most other people.
This I can explain by defining what I mean by frequency. It could also be called a Natural frequency at which our personality projection is
displayed.
Frequencies are nothing more than wave patterns. Our brains naturally emits a variety of them and functions as a result of them. A wave pattern has a
height (amplitude) and a space between the peaks measured over time called Hertz. How does this relate to something like BPD?
In its simplest form, BPD could be viewed as a different oscillation from the norm. Everyone is oscillating within a “normal” frequency, whereas
those with BPD are outside that norm. Again, this represents a natural system. Not a disorder.
To represent this concept I have to visualize a metaphor which describes it.
Here I see my “mom” as a T.V. set. Like all such devices they are based on receiving a variety of frequencies which project onto the screen by
dialing in the specific channel or oscillation. They receive them from the “source”. In this case, the source is the true self, or soul, or
consciousness which is transmitting the person to the set/body.
Now when we stand in the showroom with dozens of T.V. sets, we can see images being broadcast to our senses. They are coming at our senses as small
segments of time referred to as frames per second (fps). The brain perceives a seamless expression of the images being presented because the TV is
broadcasting at 32 fps (frequency). If one of the TV sets is not broadcasting at that frequency, say a lower one, we become aware that it is
flickering. We start to see the static images. If the channel is being switched between stations, we also become aware of the static images and that
they are changing. This becomes annoying, as anyone who has a spouse who channel flips constantly, can attest to.
What I see with BPD, is nothing more than someone who’s projection of their selves on the TV set is at a frequency which is out of sync with my own.
They are switching channels and broadcasting at a pace which is outside my norm. This is to say, we are both doing the same thing, but my switching
and broadcasting is in sync with most other humans, and possibly in tune with a global or Gaia frequency known as the Schumann Resonance.
The point is that there is not two people being represented with BPD, Manic and Depressed, there is the one source, like everyone else, but in their
case the images being presented have either slowed down or speeded up to the point we see them as an image on the screen. The person broadcasting
still feels “normal”, just like we do. It is relativistic to the source. Once we step outside this perspective of self, we can see each other for
what we truly are. Projections of self.
My own personal feeling about medicating a natural condition viewed as a mood disorder is akin to lowering the power or juice running into the
television set. The images may appear to come in at the right frequency, but the images have been dimmed to the point incoherence of a true projection
of self. This does not appear to be the right way to tune in a television set, nor the right way to tune in a persons self.